I wish I had a bestfriend that I would have known since like kindergarton and grow up with them all the way till adulthood. But that didn’t happen to me, so I will stay friendless. Fuck I get pretty lonely at times. My boyfriend has friends, he hangs out them. I get jealous because I want friends too. And I’m at home just sitting and breathing letting the “best four years of my life” past me by. fuck man. I never curse, this how much it depresses me